i forgot to include in my post that i have finished reading The Testament by John Grisham yesterday. i plan on re-reading it this coming weekend before the test. God help and bless us all.


also, it's our eleventh (11th) monthsary tomorrow...


i remember only the reply i sent him that night...


"oo na..."


when i pressed the send button that instant, there's no coming back. i didn't intend to give him that idea, really. what i wanted to say was, "oo na..d k p cnsagot.."


but, hell, i wanted to be us badly..


"anung oo? tau n?"


i remember his grandpa was sleeping beside him that moment. haha i myself was giggling, and my lola, who was in the other room, came to have a peek. what more with him, if his lolo was beside him?


haha.. this makes me smile... i don't regret not making my point clear, really...


i love you so much, my dear... it's enough reason to live, not to die... even if you leave me, the hurt cannot kill me... i'd be proud to tell the world that i, who have caused much pain on you, deserve to be unhappy..