Conversations V

Moments like these make me go facepalm.

Sa kilig. HAHAHA

Wala akong pakialam kung di ko natatapatan yung mga banat nyang ganyan. Hindi naman dun nasusukat ang pagiging masaya namin.

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Pet names

Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero makita lang kita, ayos na ayos na ayos na ayos na~

Charot. =))


Ang alam ko napag-usapan namin at nagkasundo kami tungkol sa pagkakaroon ng pet names. Hindi kami hayop para magkaroon ng pet names. Palayaw, pwede pa, pero pet names tulad ng "honey" "baby" "beh" please lang.

Pero yung "Mahal ko" hindi pet name yun. :) And thank God nung nakita ko kung anong name ko sa phone nya back then, hindi "mahal koh" or whatever.

Kaya mahal ko yan e. Daming pinagkakasunduang hindi namin pinagusapang pagkasunduan. Kahit lagi kami nag-aaway... Well, makita kong matawa sya masaya na ko. So idaan na lang sa barahan ang pag-aaway, ganyan. O kaya kilitiin sya. Bibigay din yan. =))



Shemay ano ba tong pinagsasabi ko. Sorry. I don't mean to be cheesy or overly-affectionate-through-blog-posts. Inaantok lang ako.



Grabe forever siyang bida sa blog ko kalerkey~

Coversations IV

'Bukas. Magkikita tayo bukas.'

"Si Ge (as in pangalan na Ge)..."

'Sino si Ge?'

"Sabi ko 'Sige,' anong sino si Ge?!"




*facepalm*




Ano bang nangyayari sa akin.

Not sure if mishearing a lot lately, or ability to understand has become blunt.

Flashback

Minsan naming napag-usapan ni Horhe na magsabay umuwi hanggang Alabang. Mula high school, ako talaga yung sumasabay sa kanya hanggang Alabang. Nung una kasi (third year high school namin napagtanto na pwede kami magsabay until some certain point pauwi) ako lang yung sigurado sa gagawin ko, bilang minsan na akong... Ibang kwento na yan e. Anyway, para makatipid naglakad kami pa-Central.

Habang naglalakad sa tamang tawiran, biglang kumanta.


"Nanka shiawase, na na na... Di ko alam lyrics e. Ano ba lyrics non?"

Kanta naman ako, pero di ko rin naalala lahat.





"Naalala mo nung sinabihan mo ko nung first year na nanghuhula ng lyrics? Sa LL."

'First year? High school? Malamang wala namang Lover's Lane sa UP (na alam namin)...'

"Oo."

'Hindi. Bakit ang dami mong naaalalang ganyan?!'

"Ganun talaga pag in love."






*facepalm*

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One thing I admire about him right now is that he can choose not to heed what other people say.

I could be like that, too.

Conversations III

"abnormal talaga ako. :))"

'mahal pa rin kita. :))'

"abnormal ka rin. :))"



Bidang-bida yung ":))" na smiley e no? XD

Text messages 1

Nakita ko sa TV yung trailer ng isang novel na nabasa ko last last week. So nagtext ako sa bespren ko kasi nakwento ko sa kanya na magkaka-movie nga tong novel na to. As usual, wala syang paki. As usual, wala akong paki kung wala syang paki. Kaya tinext ko sya. XD

Ako: Game of thrones!

after a while... Narealize kong may mali.

Ako: I mean hunger games!

Horhe: Imba confusion a. XD


Hay I'm bored :))

The fence.

I'm on both sides of the fence.

On one side, I will not allow myself to think about you, speak about you, know about you.

On the other, I'll keep doing things that will push you to the edge. Your hollering will be my happiness. :)


If ever, I won't go far from the fence so I get to sit on it every now and then. Hahaha

If-

If I stop thinking about how you are feeling, or in the least, what they are, and consider mine-

If I see things in a different perspective, and think of you as a victor in what you've been through right now-

If I start to think of myself just a little bit-

If I actually flaunt what the other party might be feeling as well-

If I ask everyone to be honest-

If I allow myself to breathe and to invite peace-

All these thoughts. Would I allow one, two, half, all of them to happen or do something to make them happen...

Would I seem very selfish? But can't I be? I'm human after all.

Would I be branded stupid? Well, I've been branded a martyr. Just goes to show people's judgement are fickle as well.

Because I'm tired. I tire of feeling guilty and then seeing something that makes me want to take away that guilt because I feel like I don't have to feel it.

Sometimes I wanna tell you - ask you - if you could let the other be happy as well.


Why is it that when one is the one who was hurt, people assume that the one who hurt doesn't hurt or feel bad at all?

Chances aren't all yours to take. Them are yours to take.

Nalulungkot ako.
Hay.

Bakit pag Saturday morning, parating pagod na pagod pakiramdam ko? Late na ko. At nakuha ko pang mag-post.


Mm-hmm... Haaay...